It really hurts, when your family lets you down. And you have no one to run to. I thought that i could run to my friends. Well, i did. I ran to my best friend. And she let me down. She wasnt even listening to me, as i cried and told her what happened. Great to know, that there is no one out there who wants to listen to me, and give me advice. I guess everything is going wrong. The one guy, i have started to like, leaves for college in a month. The first date, ha. brings a smile to my face. That boy doesnt know, but he's got me. What is a girl supposed to do when i lke him..and he is leaving? Any one know? I guess things have gotten worse with my dad. If anyone didnt know, my dad and i are on no speaking terms. I hate him. And the things he does. He is not a real man. And if he was, he wouldnt be doing the things that he is doing to hurt the people around him. Wow. Life is hard right now. I guess, the only thing i have left to do, is be strong.